She should be deeply mortified by the laughter - and is a little bit, the tips of her ears reddening along with the rest of her - but this is Lys, who has never said anything mean-spirited to her in the time they've known each other. Who has always been thoughtful and supportive and present for her, unlike certain other people she could name.
So Annette buries the worst of her embarrassment and lets out a weak laugh of her own, able to recognize the absurdity of the whole situation. ]
...Right.
[ The robots, empty-headed as they are, believe in Lys wholeheartedly and follow behind, placing down food and blankets and such wherever they're ordered to. It's not until they leave (and Lys's place is 50% more crowded than before) that Annette speaks up again, sheepish. ]
Thanks for inviting me over, Lys. Sorry you had to deal with that. I promise I'll figure out something better next time.
[ Because there's obviously going to be a next time, right? ]
It's fine, it's fine! I'm just glad you thought to ask for help instead of trying to carry all this stuff yourself.
[The reassurance comes easily as Lys flops back on the bed nest, tossing some of the extra blankets on the couch to spread them out more evenly. Then she snags one of the books Annette had brought, paging it open without glancing at the cover.]
Sorry for laughing, by the way. It wasn't at you. Just... [She trails off, still smiling, flipping through the book too fast to read it, wanting only to have something to do with hands while her brain scoured for the right words. Coming up empty, she shrugs and puts the book down again.] It was really funny, the way they were looking at us. I don't know how else to say it.
[And she wasn't going to admit that she'd really needed a laugh. It would just invite too many questions that Lys didn't want to answer and would feel bad for avoiding, knowing that Annette would only ask them—if she did ask them—out of kindness.]
Next time, though, I don't mind helping. If you still want to come over here, I mean.
[ The words of reassurance are welcome, even if by the time they've gotten everything settled they're largely unncessary. Annette flashes Lys a bright smile, the last vestiges of her uncertainty melting away. ]
I know. You wouldn't laugh at someone like that. [ This is what Annette firmly believes, at least, and will continue to believe until proven otherwise. ] And it was kind of funny, wasn't it...
[ Everything's funnier in hindsight, or something like that. Regardless, she's already moving on, plopping herself on the nearest pile of pillows and blankets before craning her neck to peer up at Lys. ]
And of course I want to come over! I'm always happy to see you and spend time with you, Lys. It doesn't have to be for anything special too, I don't mind just hanging out, though of course we should definitely see each other on days like holidays and birthdays and stuff like that.
[ Her little brain is already racing with plans for the future...someone stop her. ]
[Still smiling, Lys doesn't quite meet the other girl's eyes, gaze sliding away to consider the half-finished Jenga tower instead. Annette's—affection? trust? Lys settles for friendship—makes her feel better, soothes the heartache and raw nerves that 6O's sudden disappearance has left her with. But that same friendship, now more cherished than ever, perversely feels all the more fragile, like a single candle that could be snuffed out by a random wind. Not because Annette's feelings might change, but because Annette might leave. Like 6O had left...
If only there was a way to clutch that solace close without opening her heart fully to it.]
Yeah, of course. That sounds like a lot of fun. [Fingers drumming on her thighs for a moment, Lys goes back to working on the Jenga tower, stacking up the tiny blocks.] ...when is your birthday, by the way?
[ Lys might not be subtle but Annette has no qualms about oversharing at even the smallest provocation. Her eyes light up - because birthdays are exciting and fun - and she happily answers without even the slightest hesitation, gaze wandering around the familiar interior of Lys's place without really taking anything in. ]
It's on the 9th day of Harpstring Moon! [ That's.....May 9th, in normal people speak. ] But since there's not really any sort of calendar here, it's been kind of hard to know if it already passed or not...
[ Her shoulders sag a little. So much for planning elaborate birthday parties and such, not that she even has the means to have a party here anyway. More importantly! Gaze refocusing, she tilts her head towards Lys. ]
The ninth, huh? Mine's the sixteenth of— [translation from potato-mouthed fantasy medieval nordic incoming...] —May. Uh, that is, the fifth month of the solar year.
[Don't ask me to make up a whole-ass calendar, I won't do it, je refuse and au revoir. It's bad enough they won't be able to tell they technically share the same birth month because the Fódlan calendar has it's new year in April for some fucking reason.]
"Harpstring Moon" is a way prettier name for a month, though it's a shame we can't tell when your birthday is...maybe I can ask one of the robots about it later.
[She hums, nudging another little block into place. And says, completely innocently:]
Mine might be soon, if I've kept count right.
[This is, perhaps, a mistake.]
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[ How could revealing a birthday to a good friend possibly be a mistake in any way, shape, or form?
Surely Lys wishes only for the joy of her friends, which in this case means a sudden widening of eyes, an audible gasp, and then a sudden clap of Annette's hands together as she stares unblinking at Lys a dazzling smile on her face. ]
Really? Soon? We should throw you a birthday party then!
[ Oh, hm, but wait, Annette might sometimes blitz ahead without thinking a lot of the time but she has the presence of mind to slow down now, doing her best to match her knowledge of Lys to her imagined knowledge of what Lys (being Lys) might want. ]
Only if you want one, of course.
[ Maybe she's not into parties? Some people aren't into parties. However— ]
But you have to let me get you a present at least. Have to.
[Putting the finishing touches on the Jenga tower, Lys makes her second mistake: looking up and meeting that bright-eyed stare, pinned by it like a butterfly to an entomology board.]
A...party? Just for one birthday? ["My birthday?" goes unsaid, obvious just the same in the exaggerated lift of her eyebrows and the questioning tilt of her head.] I’ve heard about that, but we never really did it back home. Just little get-togethers every month for everyone born in that month.
[Who would Annette even invite to such a party, anyway? There’s Ema and Kainé and Summer, Lys supposes, but that only comes out to a total of five people. Would Annette bring her own friends? Would it inconvenience them? Make them feel awkward? What would it cost Annette to throw a “proper” party?
Her hands reach out and grab the bag of chips, simply holding it instead of trying to eat any, cellophane crinkling audibly as her grip tightens in a faint show of nerves. No, she doesn’t want a party. Doesn’t need one. Like Anja has said before, counting off another year wasn’t anything for a werewolf to brag about. No real achievement, nothing special. You could even look at it as a particularly tasteless joke, a kind of blasphemy; celebrating a life that shouldn’t exist in the first place.]
I won’t tell you not to get me something if you really want to [conceded with a rueful smile] but don’t you think being my friend is already enough of a gift? ‘Cause I do.
[ Hold on, wait just one minute, there is a lot of information being inadvertantly revealed here but the most important bit makes itself known almost immediately, Annette's eyes bugging wide and her spine going ramrod straight as she surges up from her previous ooze on the blankets. ]
You've never had a birthday party before? Not even one?
[ That's just so...sad! Sad and upsetting and even if Lys is apparently unbothered by this lack of festive celebration Annette is plenty bothered on her behalf. The rest of her words go completely dismissed as Annette latches onto that singular piece of information. ]
Then we definitely have to have a party, even if it's just you and me. [ Though obviously the invite list can definitely be expanded if Lys wants! ] A party with a cake and decorations - I wonder if I could make some simple ones - and I'll definitely sing the birthday song...
[ What was that about being a friend already enough of a gift? Annette has already moved on, her own brows pulled firmly together as she goes through the veritable checklist of things required (in her opinion) for a proper birthday party, muttering low under her breath. ]
[It's a good thing Lys wasn't trying to flirt, otherwise she'd be feeling more deflated than a mutilated balloon. Instead she laughs softly, nonplussed.]
You make it sound like nobody cared! We had parties, just...not personal ones, I guess.
[She doesn't mention that such a way of doing things made it possible for some of the poorer families in her village to have a celebration at all, that gathering resources for one party a month versus several was infinitely more doable when there was never very much to go around. Doesn't even think to, releasing her death grip on the chips bag to reach out and lightly touch Annette's shoulder, trying to disrupt that obvious reverie.]
But I think a party with just you and me [and the robot stripper (?)] could be really fun. You could sing me the birthday song, whatever that is, and we'll eat a whole bunch of sweets. Doesn't have to be cake.
[Speaking of cake...somewhere in all the hustle and bustle, she's gotten the plates and cutlery arranged just so, not trusting the robots to do even that much without some additional and entirely unnecessary commentary. Chips bag nestled securely in her lap—yes, she intends to eat both snacks at the same time—Lys opens the cakebox and starts divvying the chocolate cake inside into neat slices.]
[ Well the robot stripper is obviously a given, please prepare yourself.
The casual pressure against her shoulder is enough to disrupt her chaotic train of thought and she blinks, pulled away from her frantic party planning and back into the present. It probably would be rude to ignore Lys for half this sleepover, huh... Annette offers up a smile of apology, voice slowing down. ]
Then we'll have one personal party just for the experience and after that you can do whatever you want.
[ Group parties, no parties, whatever Lys and her oversized heart desires. For now, they can move on to the much more exciting activity of stuffing their faces. ]
Speaking of whatever you want, was there anything you really wanted to do during the sleepover?
[She smiles back—a little tired, a little vague—offense clearly not taken. It was (cute) (adorable) oddly charming, the way Annette sometimes got so distracted by an idea that she forgot about the rest of the world, chasing it down as avidly as a squirrel after acorns. Lys takes a moment to hold that mental image clear in her mind before answering, savoring how apt the metaphor felt, then breathes out the faintest sigh of relief.
Comparisons to 6O had not intruded. Maybe tonight would be okay.]
Well, I figured we'd stuff our faces and play some games. Maybe sit in front of the fire—unless you're already feeling too warm, of course. And...maybe you could read out some of those books you brought?
[She tries (and fails) not to let herself sound too hopeful. Lys could read them herself, she's knows she could, but simply listening to the other girl's voice seemed so much nicer.]
[ It might technically be spring (or whatever passes for the spring season around these parts) but the constant overhang of clouds in the sky means the weather stays cooler than it normally might with the sun out. Sitting close in front of the fire sounds like a fantastic idea, and Annette snags a slice of cake before beaming over at Lys.
Her stomach, presented with delicious sweets, rumbles in anticipation. She ignores it and pushes on. ]
That sounds great! You can pick the first game then and we can switch from there.
[ How many games....are they going to play....? Only time will tell. The point of a sleepover certainly isn't to sleep, in any case. ]
[She takes her own cake slice but doesn’t start eating it, waiting until Annette has started first. If she were alone or at yet another bustling (and well-stocked) party hosted by the robots, her portion would already be gone, bolted down in several quick mouthfuls. In smaller, more intimate gatherings like these, she chews slowly—hardwired to allow others the chance to steal from her plate, expression thoughtful as she muses over the options.]
Well, this block-stacking game is supposed to be pretty easy. We take turns pulling out the pieces, one at time, and whoever makes the tower falls over is the loser. Or there’s this, uh..."Connect 4some” game.
[Because the robots just couldn’t help themselves, apparently. It looks like an ordinary Connect 4 game, but with hearts and dicks and breasts, etc. stamped on the plastic discs. Moving on!]
Or maybe this "Scrabble" game?
[Where you can get extra points for spelling out words like "kiss" and "hug" and "blowjob", but she sees no reason to mention that. And yeah, Annette had said she could pick, but that's like asking Lys to sprout wings and fly.]
Annette is definitely not selecting Connect 4some, if only because she has seen enough dicks, boobs, and other genetalia over the course of her ten-month stay on the island. It'd be one thing if they were attached to someone she liked and was interested in, but just randomly hanging out all over the place? No thanks.
She does like easy though, and it's with a matching easy smile that she pulls out the box of blocks and sets it in front of them. ]
Then let's start with the block-stacking one. And if it ends up being too hard or we get too bored, we can pick something else.
[ They've got all night, it shouldn't be a problem.
Naturally, there's still something incredibly sexual about the block stacking game once she starts taking the blocks out of the box. Maybe it's the color of the pieces, oddly fleshy, with a faint sweat-like (or lube-like) sheen to them. Or maybe it has to do with the instructions, containing one too many 'pulling out' jokes to be fully wholesome. But she's come this far and she'll be damned if she lets the island get in the way of their nice fun-filled sleepover.
Once all the bricks are stacked Annette sits back, motioning to Lys. ]
[Would she get her credits back if she returned these pornographic nightmares...signs point to no, but then, it seems like such a small thing to worry over. Too small to care about. Lots of things seemed like that now, with 6O gone. If Lys wasn’t deliberately focusing only on their game and Annette’s presence, she might stop to wonder if it was like that for everyone who went through dooms of love. Would it explain her older sister’s dark moods after a breakup? Her big brother’s despondent sighing that lasted for weeks?]
‘kay...
[Grimacing slightly in shared distaste, yet equally committed to powering through, Lys carefully pulls out removes one of the middle flesh-blocks from near the top of the tower—a safe move with no thought paid to future risk or gain. She rubs together the fingers that had touched it, frown deepening at the odd texture. Not quite like skin, just moist enough to be off-putting. Did the robots really think that kind of thing got anyone in the mood? Even if she wasn’t emotionally treading water right now, Lys doesn’t think she’d find anything exciting about watching Annette handle a bunch of sweaty block pieces.]
I was kinda hoping this one would be, you know, normal. It looked like it, compared to some of the other games.
[The less said about "Hole-y Guacamole" and "Pin the Dildo on the Donkey", the better. Not that keeping silent could erase the memory of the risque boxart she had seen, a blush rising in her face against her own will.]
[ Every day she wishes everything about this island was normal, so that's a sentiment she can relate to. ]
I guess you really can't judge a book by its cover. Or a box.
[ Terrible!
She smiles when Lys successfully pulls out removes her brick, though the expression fades real quick once she's forced to (once again) feel the moist texture of the brick against her fingers. It's honestly a miracle that they don't stick to each other during the process of extraction, though maybe she just stacked them incorrectly.
The tower is another brick lighter by the time she's done, but in looking over towards Lys and noticing the redness on her face, her bubble of triumph popping as concern swells up. ]
Are you okay? We really don't have to play this if you don't want to. [ Somehow, this feels like her fault. ] I'm sorry everything turned out like this.
[ This being 'sexualized to hell and back.'
Impulsively she reaches out across the table, taking Lys's hand in her own. ]
I'm just happy to be here with you. It doesn't matter what we do.
[Surprise makes her blush burn hotter, the unexpected touch like gasoline thrown on a dying fire. Then she's staring down at their joined hands, expression trembling more and more the longer that Annette speaks. Teetering, teetering, the urge to cry suddenly and distressingly close. It always felt too close these days, a mass of dark clouds constantly threatening on some inner horizon. Because you couldn't kill grief no matter how hard you tried; just like a werewolf, the damn thing crawled out of every grave you put it in.
Feeling like so much shattered glass, cracked but still somehow holding together, Lys tightens her grip on the greased wires of her emotions and turns her face away, blinking rapidly. Crying wouldn't help anything. Never did. Annette doesn't even know what's wrong, and if Lys had to actually say it...
But she doesn't pull her hand away. The thin thread of trust that drew her back after their fight in the snow won't allow it.]
...Annette...
[She needs to say something that could fix this, make it better. Now, before the awkward moment stretches out and out and ruins everything. Except nothing comes, her throat closing up with an embarrassing choked noise.]
[ Somehow, what she intends to be a comforting gesture ends up being anything but. Lys doesn't look the least bit reassured; if anything her face seems to burn even redder and her expression - or at least the glimpse of it Annette manages to catch - twists into something that's decidedly unhappy in nature.
There's something deeper at play here, even her blithe unsubtle self can tell that much. But what, she doesn't know. Surely it can't be all the stupid board games, because they'd been fine when they started. Maybe it was something in the food? But Annette feels fine and honestly even if there had been, she's pretty sure anything laced would make them feel less likely to pull away than more.
She doesn't get up to cross over to where Lys sits. Instead, she reaches out her other hand, until Lys's hand is snugly held in both of hers. Her voice is soft, hesitant. ]
Lys? What is it? Do you wanna talk about it?
[ If this were Mercedes or even Dorothea, she wouldn't waste a second trying to pry the problem out, but something in her gut tells her it's better not to push right now, to wait it out until Lys feels like talking.
If she feels like talking. If a distraction is what she needs, then Annette will be happy to provide that too in place of a listening ear. ]
[No. No. Her entire body tenses up as she fights not to shake her head, to not give away even more of her increasingly obvious distress. Talking would just make her unravel all the faster; would peel away the last of her battered defenses and leave her feeling like a raw wound exposed to burning heat. This teetering on the edge, self-control cracked but still somehow holding together, was awful enough—claustrophobic like a straitjacket, desperately smothering her own reactions for fear of sharing too much. Actually breaking down in front of Annette would be even worse.
Stupid. She's so stupid. A few kind words and the platonic comfort of warm hands gently cradling her own shouldn't be able to do this to her, pushing her so far. She's faced death without flinching, endured insults beyond counting, suffered so many terrible injuries that the memories blur together. Simple kindness shouldn't cut this deeply. Lys takes a deep breath, then another, clamping down on her feelings with ragged determination. She turns her head back toward Annette, fully intending to school her expression into a blandly pleasant smile. To insist that she was fine and apologize for acting so weird. A little deflection, a little persistence, and Annette would surely play along.
Their eyes meet, blue staring into blue. Lys opens her mouth, already tasting the familiar white lie—and instead the truth leaps free, spilling out before she can swallow it back.]
6O's gone.
[Defeated, she bursts into tears, already moving to cover her face with her free hand.]
For a moment, she's too shocked by the sight of Lys crying - strong, easy-going, always good-natured Lys - to do anything more than stare wide-eyed. Annette would beat herself up for not noticing sooner - for not checking her bracelet and that stupid Sexscape Navigator directory sooner - but the truth of the matter is that none of this is about her. Lys is the one hurting right now, not her.
She lets go of Lys's hand—but only momentarily, so she can get up and circle around the small coffee table before plunking herself right down next to Lys. Without asking, without any sort of warning, she flings her arms around Lys, hugging the other girl as tight as she can. Maybe it's the wrong move but she doesn't care, physical comfort one of the few ways she knows how to express herself in times of distress. ]
Lys...I'm so sorry. It must hurt a lot, huh?
[ To find someone who loves you for you and then to lose it so suddenly. It's a reality of the island, she knows that, but it can't be easy all the same. ]
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[Wrapped up in Annette’s arms, fighting to breathe through the ugly sobs that rock her entire body despite every effort to keep them inside, Lys can’t help but lean into the embrace—and realizes too late the enormity of that mistake.
Every werewolf could shapeshift at will, from human to beast and back again. But a full moon dragged a transformation out of anyone who hadn’t trained themselves to resist the moon's lunar pull, and so did an emotional overload. More than a temper tantrum, more than a crying jag—a complete loss of self-possession, composure wrecked and ruined as their emotions ran haywire. Like hers were running now, what’s left of her self-control unraveling into tatters the longer that she’s held, comforted. It did something to a werewolf’s shapeshifting; made it erratic and uncontrollable, a supernatural incontinence that rose up and crowded everything else out.
Deep inside, too late to stop, Lys feels something tilting, teetering—and finally toppling over. A bolt of fear rips down her spine as she goes rigid in Annette’s arms, gasping: ]
[The rest dies in her throat as Lys changes—human form disappearing in a blur of motion and color. Until Annette isn't hugging a friend anymore, but a large wolf with black fur and mournful brown eyes.
This close, maybe Annette can catch more than a fleeting glimpse of the transformation. Maybe she can even feel it happen, the impossible way the human body in her arms instantly twists and compresses and seems to fold in on itself: muscles reforming, bones reshaping, fur replacing clothes and warm, clean skin. All of it instantly, painlessly. Unnaturally.]
[ With her eyes closed and her arms holding on tight - like she might clutch a lifeboat while drowning rather than a close friend in need of comfort - Annette feels like she can feel every slight shift of Lys's trembling body.
And yet it still catches her off-guard when it happens, the changes she never dreamed of witnessing. Truthfully, she barely even witnesses anything anyway, Lys's warning coming too late. She opens her eyes at the protest and starts to turn her head—but by the time she twists all the way, there's nothing but dark fur brushing up against her face.
She blinks. Gets a stray fur in her eye and blinks again.
The shock of it all, from seeing (the human features of) her friend one moment to nothing but dark fur and tipped ears the next is enough to rob her temporarily of her senses. All she can do is stare dumbly, her survival instinct completely buried in the wake of this revelation. ]
Lys?
[ If she gets her head bitten off as punishment for her immense stupidity, it will be her own goddamn fault. ]
[Frozen in place, brown eyes filled with an unmistakably human intelligence, Lys stares back. Doesn’t move except to breathe, shaggy chest rising and falling automatically—lupine body mechanically clinging to life despite how miserable it’s become to her again. Because she just couldn’t do the smart thing for once, could she? Couldn’t just follow her training and stay closed off to humans, to anyone outside the guild, suppressing her emotions like a good soldier and living only for the mission. And now here she was for not the second or third but the fourth time, unable to cope as the other shoe finally dropped and her world fell apart.
This close, Annette could blast her with fire magic at point-blank range, charring bones and fur to ash. She’d be dead in minutes—for a time. It doesn’t matter that 6O never attacked her, that Oran never tried to kill her, that Annette is supposed to be her friend; violent reprisals are what she’s been taught to always look for, to expect. Everyone was a potential threat.
But at least she doesn’t have to watch the moment when Annette’s expression inevitably changed from shock to fear and twisted into panicked hate. Knowing that it's cowardly, no longer caring, Lys ducks her head and looks away—eyes closing, tipped ears flattening against her skull, cringing away from the inevitable even as she resigns herself to it, a low and miserable whine bubbling up in her chest.]
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She should be deeply mortified by the laughter - and is a little bit, the tips of her ears reddening along with the rest of her - but this is Lys, who has never said anything mean-spirited to her in the time they've known each other. Who has always been thoughtful and supportive and present for her, unlike certain other people she could name.
So Annette buries the worst of her embarrassment and lets out a weak laugh of her own, able to recognize the absurdity of the whole situation. ]
...Right.
[ The robots, empty-headed as they are, believe in Lys wholeheartedly and follow behind, placing down food and blankets and such wherever they're ordered to. It's not until they leave (and Lys's place is 50% more crowded than before) that Annette speaks up again, sheepish. ]
Thanks for inviting me over, Lys. Sorry you had to deal with that. I promise I'll figure out something better next time.
[ Because there's obviously going to be a next time, right? ]
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[The reassurance comes easily as Lys flops back on the bed nest, tossing some of the extra blankets on the couch to spread them out more evenly. Then she snags one of the books Annette had brought, paging it open without glancing at the cover.]
Sorry for laughing, by the way. It wasn't at you. Just... [She trails off, still smiling, flipping through the book too fast to read it, wanting only to have something to do with hands while her brain scoured for the right words. Coming up empty, she shrugs and puts the book down again.] It was really funny, the way they were looking at us. I don't know how else to say it.
[And she wasn't going to admit that she'd really needed a laugh. It would just invite too many questions that Lys didn't want to answer and would feel bad for avoiding, knowing that Annette would only ask them—if she did ask them—out of kindness.]
Next time, though, I don't mind helping. If you still want to come over here, I mean.
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I know. You wouldn't laugh at someone like that. [ This is what Annette firmly believes, at least, and will continue to believe until proven otherwise. ] And it was kind of funny, wasn't it...
[ Everything's funnier in hindsight, or something like that. Regardless, she's already moving on, plopping herself on the nearest pile of pillows and blankets before craning her neck to peer up at Lys. ]
And of course I want to come over! I'm always happy to see you and spend time with you, Lys. It doesn't have to be for anything special too, I don't mind just hanging out, though of course we should definitely see each other on days like holidays and birthdays and stuff like that.
[ Her little brain is already racing with plans for the future...someone stop her. ]
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If only there was a way to clutch that solace close without opening her heart fully to it.]
Yeah, of course. That sounds like a lot of fun. [Fingers drumming on her thighs for a moment, Lys goes back to working on the Jenga tower, stacking up the tiny blocks.] ...when is your birthday, by the way?
[Said ever so subtly. (Note: Lys is not subtle.)]
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It's on the 9th day of Harpstring Moon! [ That's.....May 9th, in normal people speak. ] But since there's not really any sort of calendar here, it's been kind of hard to know if it already passed or not...
[ Her shoulders sag a little. So much for planning elaborate birthday parties and such, not that she even has the means to have a party here anyway. More importantly! Gaze refocusing, she tilts her head towards Lys. ]
What about yours?
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[Don't ask me to make up a whole-ass calendar, I won't do it, je refuse and au revoir. It's bad enough they won't be able to tell they technically share the same birth month because the Fódlan calendar has it's new year in April for some fucking reason.]
"Harpstring Moon" is a way prettier name for a month, though it's a shame we can't tell when your birthday is...maybe I can ask one of the robots about it later.
[She hums, nudging another little block into place. And says, completely innocently:]
Mine might be soon, if I've kept count right.
[This is, perhaps, a mistake.]
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Surely Lys wishes only for the joy of her friends, which in this case means a sudden widening of eyes, an audible gasp, and then a sudden clap of Annette's hands together as she stares unblinking at Lys a dazzling smile on her face. ]
Really? Soon? We should throw you a birthday party then!
[ Oh, hm, but wait, Annette might sometimes blitz ahead without thinking a lot of the time but she has the presence of mind to slow down now, doing her best to match her knowledge of Lys to her imagined knowledge of what Lys (being Lys) might want. ]
Only if you want one, of course.
[ Maybe she's not into parties? Some people aren't into parties. However— ]
But you have to let me get you a present at least. Have to.
[ She will not budge on this. ]
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A...party? Just for one birthday? ["My birthday?" goes unsaid, obvious just the same in the exaggerated lift of her eyebrows and the questioning tilt of her head.] I’ve heard about that, but we never really did it back home. Just little get-togethers every month for everyone born in that month.
[Who would Annette even invite to such a party, anyway? There’s Ema and Kainé and Summer, Lys supposes, but that only comes out to a total of five people. Would Annette bring her own friends? Would it inconvenience them? Make them feel awkward? What would it cost Annette to throw a “proper” party?
Her hands reach out and grab the bag of chips, simply holding it instead of trying to eat any, cellophane crinkling audibly as her grip tightens in a faint show of nerves. No, she doesn’t want a party. Doesn’t need one. Like Anja has said before, counting off another year wasn’t anything for a werewolf to brag about. No real achievement, nothing special. You could even look at it as a particularly tasteless joke, a kind of blasphemy; celebrating a life that shouldn’t exist in the first place.]
I won’t tell you not to get me something if you really want to [conceded with a rueful smile] but don’t you think being my friend is already enough of a gift? ‘Cause I do.
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You've never had a birthday party before? Not even one?
[ That's just so...sad! Sad and upsetting and even if Lys is apparently unbothered by this lack of festive celebration Annette is plenty bothered on her behalf. The rest of her words go completely dismissed as Annette latches onto that singular piece of information. ]
Then we definitely have to have a party, even if it's just you and me. [ Though obviously the invite list can definitely be expanded if Lys wants! ] A party with a cake and decorations - I wonder if I could make some simple ones - and I'll definitely sing the birthday song...
[ What was that about being a friend already enough of a gift? Annette has already moved on, her own brows pulled firmly together as she goes through the veritable checklist of things required (in her opinion) for a proper birthday party, muttering low under her breath. ]
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You make it sound like nobody cared! We had parties, just...not personal ones, I guess.
[She doesn't mention that such a way of doing things made it possible for some of the poorer families in her village to have a celebration at all, that gathering resources for one party a month versus several was infinitely more doable when there was never very much to go around. Doesn't even think to, releasing her death grip on the chips bag to reach out and lightly touch Annette's shoulder, trying to disrupt that obvious reverie.]
But I think a party with just you and me [and the robot stripper (?)] could be really fun. You could sing me the birthday song, whatever that is, and we'll eat a whole bunch of sweets. Doesn't have to be cake.
[Speaking of cake...somewhere in all the hustle and bustle, she's gotten the plates and cutlery arranged just so, not trusting the robots to do even that much without some additional and entirely unnecessary commentary. Chips bag nestled securely in her lap—yes, she intends to eat both snacks at the same time—Lys opens the cakebox and starts divvying the chocolate cake inside into neat slices.]
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The casual pressure against her shoulder is enough to disrupt her chaotic train of thought and she blinks, pulled away from her frantic party planning and back into the present. It probably would be rude to ignore Lys for half this sleepover, huh... Annette offers up a smile of apology, voice slowing down. ]
Then we'll have one personal party just for the experience and after that you can do whatever you want.
[ Group parties, no parties, whatever Lys and her oversized heart desires. For now, they can move on to the much more exciting activity of stuffing their faces. ]
Speaking of whatever you want, was there anything you really wanted to do during the sleepover?
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[She smiles back—a little tired, a little vague—offense clearly not taken. It was (cute) (adorable) oddly charming, the way Annette sometimes got so distracted by an idea that she forgot about the rest of the world, chasing it down as avidly as a squirrel after acorns. Lys takes a moment to hold that mental image clear in her mind before answering, savoring how apt the metaphor felt, then breathes out the faintest sigh of relief.
Comparisons to 6O had not intruded. Maybe tonight would be okay.]
Well, I figured we'd stuff our faces and play some games. Maybe sit in front of the fire—unless you're already feeling too warm, of course. And...maybe you could read out some of those books you brought?
[She tries (and fails) not to let herself sound too hopeful. Lys could read them herself, she's knows she could, but simply listening to the other girl's voice seemed so much nicer.]
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Her stomach, presented with delicious sweets, rumbles in anticipation. She ignores it and pushes on. ]
That sounds great! You can pick the first game then and we can switch from there.
[ How many games....are they going to play....? Only time will tell. The point of a sleepover certainly isn't to sleep, in any case. ]
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Well, this block-stacking game is supposed to be pretty easy. We take turns pulling out the pieces, one at time, and whoever makes the tower falls over is the loser. Or there’s this, uh..."Connect 4some” game.
[Because the robots just couldn’t help themselves, apparently. It looks like an ordinary Connect 4 game, but with hearts and dicks and breasts, etc. stamped on the plastic discs. Moving on!]
Or maybe this "Scrabble" game?
[Where you can get extra points for spelling out words like "kiss" and "hug" and "blowjob", but she sees no reason to mention that. And yeah, Annette had said she could pick, but that's like asking Lys to sprout wings and fly.]
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Annette is definitely not selecting Connect 4some, if only because she has seen enough dicks, boobs, and other genetalia over the course of her ten-month stay on the island. It'd be one thing if they were attached to someone she liked and was interested in, but just randomly hanging out all over the place? No thanks.
She does like easy though, and it's with a matching easy smile that she pulls out the box of blocks and sets it in front of them. ]
Then let's start with the block-stacking one. And if it ends up being too hard or we get too bored, we can pick something else.
[ They've got all night, it shouldn't be a problem.
Naturally, there's still something incredibly sexual about the block stacking game once she starts taking the blocks out of the box. Maybe it's the color of the pieces, oddly fleshy, with a faint sweat-like (or lube-like) sheen to them. Or maybe it has to do with the instructions, containing one too many 'pulling out' jokes to be fully wholesome. But she's come this far and she'll be damned if she lets the island get in the way of their nice fun-filled sleepover.
Once all the bricks are stacked Annette sits back, motioning to Lys. ]
Here. You can go first.
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‘kay...
[Grimacing slightly in shared distaste, yet equally committed to powering through, Lys carefully
pulls outremoves one of the middle flesh-blocks from near the top of the tower—a safe move with no thought paid to future risk or gain. She rubs together the fingers that had touched it, frown deepening at the odd texture. Not quite like skin, just moist enough to be off-putting. Did the robots really think that kind of thing got anyone in the mood? Even if she wasn’t emotionally treading water right now, Lys doesn’t think she’d find anything exciting about watching Annette handle a bunch of sweaty block pieces.]I was kinda hoping this one would be, you know, normal. It looked like it, compared to some of the other games.
[The less said about "Hole-y Guacamole" and "Pin the Dildo on the Donkey", the better. Not that keeping silent could erase the memory of the risque boxart she had seen, a blush rising in her face against her own will.]
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I guess you really can't judge a book by its cover. Or a box.
[ Terrible!
She smiles when Lys successfully
pulls outremoves her brick, though the expression fades real quick once she's forced to (once again) feel the moist texture of the brick against her fingers. It's honestly a miracle that they don't stick to each other during the process of extraction, though maybe she just stacked them incorrectly.The tower is another brick lighter by the time she's done, but in looking over towards Lys and noticing the redness on her face, her bubble of triumph popping as concern swells up. ]
Are you okay? We really don't have to play this if you don't want to. [ Somehow, this feels like her fault. ] I'm sorry everything turned out like this.
[ This being 'sexualized to hell and back.'
Impulsively she reaches out across the table, taking Lys's hand in her own. ]
I'm just happy to be here with you. It doesn't matter what we do.
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Feeling like so much shattered glass, cracked but still somehow holding together, Lys tightens her grip on the greased wires of her emotions and turns her face away, blinking rapidly. Crying wouldn't help anything. Never did. Annette doesn't even know what's wrong, and if Lys had to actually say it...
But she doesn't pull her hand away. The thin thread of trust that drew her back after their fight in the snow won't allow it.]
...Annette...
[She needs to say something that could fix this, make it better. Now, before the awkward moment stretches out and out and ruins everything. Except nothing comes, her throat closing up with an embarrassing choked noise.]
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There's something deeper at play here, even her blithe unsubtle self can tell that much. But what, she doesn't know. Surely it can't be all the stupid board games, because they'd been fine when they started. Maybe it was something in the food? But Annette feels fine and honestly even if there had been, she's pretty sure anything laced would make them feel less likely to pull away than more.
She doesn't get up to cross over to where Lys sits. Instead, she reaches out her other hand, until Lys's hand is snugly held in both of hers. Her voice is soft, hesitant. ]
Lys? What is it? Do you wanna talk about it?
[ If this were Mercedes or even Dorothea, she wouldn't waste a second trying to pry the problem out, but something in her gut tells her it's better not to push right now, to wait it out until Lys feels like talking.
If she feels like talking. If a distraction is what she needs, then Annette will be happy to provide that too in place of a listening ear. ]
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Stupid. She's so stupid. A few kind words and the platonic comfort of warm hands gently cradling her own shouldn't be able to do this to her, pushing her so far. She's faced death without flinching, endured insults beyond counting, suffered so many terrible injuries that the memories blur together. Simple kindness shouldn't cut this deeply. Lys takes a deep breath, then another, clamping down on her feelings with ragged determination. She turns her head back toward Annette, fully intending to school her expression into a blandly pleasant smile. To insist that she was fine and apologize for acting so weird. A little deflection, a little persistence, and Annette would surely play along.
Their eyes meet, blue staring into blue. Lys opens her mouth, already tasting the familiar white lie—and instead the truth leaps free, spilling out before she can swallow it back.]
6O's gone.
[Defeated, she bursts into tears, already moving to cover her face with her free hand.]
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For a moment, she's too shocked by the sight of Lys crying - strong, easy-going, always good-natured Lys - to do anything more than stare wide-eyed. Annette would beat herself up for not noticing sooner - for not checking her bracelet and that stupid Sexscape Navigator directory sooner - but the truth of the matter is that none of this is about her. Lys is the one hurting right now, not her.
She lets go of Lys's hand—but only momentarily, so she can get up and circle around the small coffee table before plunking herself right down next to Lys. Without asking, without any sort of warning, she flings her arms around Lys, hugging the other girl as tight as she can. Maybe it's the wrong move but she doesn't care, physical comfort one of the few ways she knows how to express herself in times of distress. ]
Lys...I'm so sorry. It must hurt a lot, huh?
[ To find someone who loves you for you and then to lose it so suddenly. It's a reality of the island, she knows that, but it can't be easy all the same. ]
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Every werewolf could shapeshift at will, from human to beast and back again. But a full moon dragged a transformation out of anyone who hadn’t trained themselves to resist the moon's lunar pull, and so did an emotional overload. More than a temper tantrum, more than a crying jag—a complete loss of self-possession, composure wrecked and ruined as their emotions ran haywire. Like hers were running now, what’s left of her self-control unraveling into tatters the longer that she’s held, comforted. It did something to a werewolf’s shapeshifting; made it erratic and uncontrollable, a supernatural incontinence that rose up and crowded everything else out.
Deep inside, too late to stop, Lys feels something tilting, teetering—and finally toppling over. A bolt of fear rips down her spine as she goes rigid in Annette’s arms, gasping: ]
W-Wait, don’t—
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This close, maybe Annette can catch more than a fleeting glimpse of the transformation. Maybe she can even feel it happen, the impossible way the human body in her arms instantly twists and compresses and seems to fold in on itself: muscles reforming, bones reshaping, fur replacing clothes and warm, clean skin. All of it instantly, painlessly. Unnaturally.]
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And yet it still catches her off-guard when it happens, the changes she never dreamed of witnessing. Truthfully, she barely even witnesses anything anyway, Lys's warning coming too late. She opens her eyes at the protest and starts to turn her head—but by the time she twists all the way, there's nothing but dark fur brushing up against her face.
She blinks. Gets a stray fur in her eye and blinks again.
The shock of it all, from seeing (the human features of) her friend one moment to nothing but dark fur and tipped ears the next is enough to rob her temporarily of her senses. All she can do is stare dumbly, her survival instinct completely buried in the wake of this revelation. ]
Lys?
[ If she gets her head bitten off as punishment for her immense stupidity, it will be her own goddamn fault. ]
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This close, Annette could blast her with fire magic at point-blank range, charring bones and fur to ash. She’d be dead in minutes—for a time. It doesn’t matter that 6O never attacked her, that Oran never tried to kill her, that Annette is supposed to be her friend; violent reprisals are what she’s been taught to always look for, to expect. Everyone was a potential threat.
But at least she doesn’t have to watch the moment when Annette’s expression inevitably changed from shock to fear and twisted into panicked hate. Knowing that it's cowardly, no longer caring, Lys ducks her head and looks away—eyes closing, tipped ears flattening against her skull, cringing away from the inevitable even as she resigns herself to it, a low and miserable whine bubbling up in her chest.]
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sets you on fire
finally
barfs on you with my barfhands too
every time you act nasty, i mail a potato to your house
good, i love potatoes
you're getting piss potatoes
that piss will be the perfect seasoning for the mashed potatoes i make you
i got psychic damage from reading that, thank u